that moment when you know the end is near

that moment when you want to fight that battle for life

that moment when you realise that yes you too had prayed for a painless release for him

that moment when you realise, you prayed that death must take him

that moment when you regret... shame yourself, call yourself out - How could you

that moment when you pray, god... please..

that moment when you realise, it is inevitable

that moment when you realise, it is irreversible

that moment when you realise,  i am going to lose him..forever

that moment when you realise.. and feel..  the hollow in the pit of your stomach, a sinking feeling.. an emptiness..


that moment !!