i see the little video clips of yours on my phone...

you ..sitting in your chair.. reading your newspaper..  the chirp of the birds in the morning.. the newspaper fluttering...

it feels like its early in the morning...

ur breakfast was probably being made..


then there is another one .. where you are talking agitatedly...making a point

and another one.. just smiling..

i wish i had clicked pictures..videos

it seems like yesterday...

one year.. all it took was one year

one year to drain every ounce of life.. and eventually snuff life out of you


and then there are those pics and that one audio

its nerve wracking..avoiding those ..avoiding chancing upon them on the phone..